And I go back to college

I am sitting here in a classroom surrounded by people half my age; teacher is talking about how “College success is up to student” and how we should be committed about doing our homework. On the third row I see some more experienced people who are probably returning back to college like me …I am yawning half the time or asking questions or wondering what the hell am I doing here. I am studying accounting and economics three days a week for three hours. I initially wanted to take Economics and Philosophy but there were no evening classes for phili and no evening classes for Spanish…so here I am…I don’t know how long I would be able to do this and finally how many classes I would end up bunking.. I think I will be more serious this time than the last time in college.. Things have changed …..but I am still sitting on the last bench in the room. When I asked my first doubt I literally choked and suddenly felt my heart racing fast to the level where I felt everyone could hear it.